Tuesday, November 30, 2010

THERAPHY.


Hero.

Sayang. i ♥ u sangat now. Let what people want to say. I know u too. Thank you. 100.1% totally you have changed sayang. Parents, anna, people around us can see it. Dia jelouskan? ahah! Well, alhamdulillah. Tak sia-sia saya bersabar dan 'tanggung derita' ni. eheh. :) You promised and mypromise is that i'm gonna be yours forever no matter what happen kecuali mati. InsyaAllah. Yet, susah mana pun nanti let's rock'n and we face it all together. ok? sayang. Read this. You look very awkward with new 'kata ganti nama diri'. Its ok. As long as you try. But have to try very hard taw! Hmm, 1 month and 8 days. Its 39 days left. I'm nervous. Starting to 'x' mycalender from tomorrow. That is mybig present for mybirthday ever sayang. I'm gonna receive that present dengan hati yang terbuka luas dan lapang selapang-lapangya. Deeply! Sure! Thanks. At last. Hmm. Syukur. Segalanya yang berlaku adalah sebelum ia terjadi. Jadi, saya boleh sediakan 'perisai' lebih awal. :)) Sayang. Love is a choise you make from moment to moment. And this moment i choose you to be the Prince Charming of myheart. The way to love anything is to realize that it might be lost. And i've lost you for a few month ago. And now. Saya dah dapat awak balik.

Tonight. 'rumah baru' kita. Mop! Sapu sampah! Lap habok! 2 hari skali pon dah ok. Jaga baik-baik tawu! And to you Cipet! besarkan mata. Tengok-tengokkan dia. Nanti ak hadiahkan PS2 yang xpower. :)) kt hangpa kasi hilang boring. ok!

Notes :
Theraphy.



Friday, November 26, 2010

MIMPI DINI HARI

Adeh.
Gila apa mimpi macam tu. Haih. Sudah-sudah la tu. Tak mungkin terjadi dan tidak akan terjadi wahai Permaisuri Ayu. Jangan dikusutkan lagi kepala anda. Itu hanya mainan tido saja. Tapi apahal mimpi aku kena macam tu juga? Ya Allah. Ini tak masuk akal. Salah orang tu. ahah. Tapi power mimpi tu. Mampu buat bangun lambat untuk pergi kerja. Sekarang tak pa. Jangan nanti ok. Habiskan sekarang. Mampu.

Notes :
Sungguh aku teruji dgn dugaan demi dugaan mu ya Allah.Dan sesungguhnya aku telah memilih jalan yg kini.Maka tiada jalan berpatah balik buatku lagi.demi kebahagiaan yang lebih hakiki,aku harus berkorban.Dengan ini ya Allah, atas jalan-Mu yg telah Engkau kehendaki buatku,Kau teguhkanlah aku.Luruskanlah aku pada jalan-Mu ini.tidak ingin aku berpatah balik lagi.Ku tinggalkan zamanku yg kelam menuju cahaya-Mu Ilahi.Amin.

Monday, November 22, 2010

HARRY POTTER SIRIES.








eheh. ku gila HARRY POTTER. tq.

NEW.

Hye.
A new monday. A new life. A new hope. A new week. but not A new month of course.

Hmm,
It is almost a week jugak la terbaring. Demam. Package la kira. Dan sekarang rasanya dah nak menuju ke garisan penamat dah. Yeay. No more fever 'drug' to be eaten. Alhamdulillah. So mulut, please come back to normal ok. Lama betul tak menikmati rasa sebenar campuran gula dan garam. Lesu je badan. Bila difikirkan balik. Its ok untuk 'berdemam-demam' sekarang jangan selepas semuanya selesai. Am i right? Hmm. Cube bangun ye syg. Jangan lemah. Kena kuat. Harus gagah.

Monday, November 8, 2010

FULLSTOP

OK.
No more.
First of all, thanks to him. You gave me too much moral support..Even though we just know, but you make me comfortable with the attitude that never weary of advice to me. Hey dude! you know who you are! Thanks beb!
Oh! For you both are mydear friends. Thanks for sharing your caring since i've been 'murdered' on myown 'war' story. Early on, i do expect this thing gonna happen. and now it's happened. You're mysista! and you! Yes! You also mybrada! I feel very fortunate to get to know both of you. I understand what you want to convey. I know so. but I was not able to realize all that. What's myfault? and now I have more than half way through and I just need a few more steps to get to the end. If you were in my place, whether you are able to act to turn back? I do not think so. I admit I was almost weak to stand. powerless to deal with everything at the moment. Now I can only trust the state currently. I do have brains to think. I've been really great to distinguish all in front of my eyes. but I'm too depressed. Please. Help me out. Unfortunetly, I already have my decision. and I'm sure I'm not supposed to turn back just because the barriers are so small. It will not be able to shake my decision. because he is the choice of my heart even though he was so cruel if it is valued. Like my previous entry,"Sebenarnya, menerimanya tanpa sebab itu pasti. Dengarlah kata hati, hanya diri saja yang tahu apa yang diri mahukan." Dear, if you mate I'm sure one day we will meet again if not you will be considered only as memories of my past that landed just to satisfy my bittersweet life.

Note ; Build confidence


Sunday, November 7, 2010

LALOK.

Lama xpekenaq. Haih! Lalok rasa kepala. Berat. Sewel. Sume pon ada. Bila berjalan cuba discan tapak kaki maw merata-rata perginya. Bersepah! Tak tersusun. Hmm. Maaf la. Tindakan luar kawalan. Keadaan memaksa.


Notes : Addict.

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

TULIS

Sememangnya cinta. Tapi macam banyak halangan sekarang untuk diteruskan. Jika diberi pilihan sepanjang hayat mahukannya. Juga manusia biasa yang tak dapat lari dari masalah dunia. Begitu pun, blog yang tidak power ni masih boleh dijadikan platform tulisan yang huduh ni dari hati. Pada siapa yang rasa buhsan pergilah mati. Tak payah susah untuk menekan keyboard bagi membolehkan jari mencari http://ayucherry.blogspot.com okeh?



notes : fells like nk pecah kepala.