Wednesday, September 22, 2010

SEADANYA.

” Sesiapa yang tidak mensyukuri atas nikmat yang sedikit, hakikatnya dia tidak bersyukur atas nikmat yang banyak. Dan sesiapa yang tidak berterima kasih pada manusia, hakikatnya dia tidak berterima kasih pada Allah.”( Riwayat Nu’man Ibnu Bashir)


“Qanaah atau merasa cukup, kita biasanya tidak akan dapat semua yang kita mahukan. Ada yang susah dari segi kewangan tetapi punya ramai anak. Ada yang kaya raya tetapi kesepian dan impikan cahaya mata. Ini adalah sebahagian rahsia Allah, bukan kerana Allah tidak sayangkan tetapi kerana Dia sudah membuat perancangan yang rapi untuk manusia”. (Riwayat al Qudhaai)
BISIKKAN KE HATI


” Ya Allah! Kini aku sedar rahsia ketetapan Allah terhadap diriku. Jika cita-cita dan keinginan ku terkabul, aku akan bersyukur dan gembira dengan nikmat yang ada. Namun jika sebahagiannya tidak tercapai, tidak akan aku kesal dengannya. Aku sedar tiada yang sempurna dan aku terima keadaan ini seadanya.Ya Allah, semakin aku teruji dengan dugaanMu. Himpunkan kekuatan ku, Eratkan cahayaMu disisi ku, padukan imanku. Semoga benar pilihanku. Amin. Ya rabbal a'lamin ”

Tuesday, September 7, 2010

BLACK.WHITE

Black and white or should I put it as black or white?


Life has always been predefined with these two colours. These two colours are inseparable. Whenever there is black, there will be white or vice versa. Yes, there are times when only either ONE is chosen but how complete can that be? It's all a matter of choice. Choose either one or choose both. You decide.


"Sometimes it's the smallest decisions that can change your life forever."

Monday, September 6, 2010

MELT


"It's amazing how someone can break your heart, but you can still love them with all the little pieces"

AWAKEN.



I'm LOST again and again. I've no where to go. Driving aimlessly didn't even do any good to me. I keep asking myself what is it that I want. As always, I can never get a straight answer. Why do I keep on having multiple thoughts?

Multiple thoughts made me lost one thing that has always been very important in my life. I abandoned it, I misused it, I betrayed it! I've always wanted things to be my way. Oftentimes, my ways are twisted, entangled and crumpled with no way out. The only way out was always with me losing.

Losing one, losing two, losing all! None are left now. Perhaps, I don't deserve anyone or anything at all. I'm not a good friend. I'm not a good girlfriend. I'm not even a good daughter! What am I good at? Breaking people's heart perhaps!

I broke people's heart over and over. No, I crushed them hard with no mercy! All due to my absurd-frivolous-confused mind. No one is to be blamed but me, myself and I.

Awaken at this time of my life is rather too late and useless for things can't be undone. All had been done and etched. Nothing I can do will make anything better. Not even a single action.



"Relationships are like crystals, you don't realise how much you love it until it's broken and shattered into pieces."